[Somehow Roxas has hit the nail right on the head. He knows it: he knows he forgave him, that Xion forgave him, that Sora and Riku both forgave him. He knows that. Somehow he's just having trouble forgiving himself, and he's not even sure why.
[He manages a weak chuckle.]
I'm not yelling at you for beating me up because I deserved it. And I'm not yelling at you for leaving because... honestly I wanted to go with you. [He blows a sigh up toward his hairline.] I guess it's just easier to forgive other people than myself. So this all just... makes me scratch my head, 'cuz... [He doesn't deserve it.] I mean I already got my second chance. I got my heart back, I get to be a person again. I wasn't even daring to hope for that, let alone anything more. But you're here, and Xion's here, and I've got friends here, and... [He kneads his forehead.] Part of me keeps expecting to wake up.
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[He manages a weak chuckle.]
I'm not yelling at you for beating me up because I deserved it. And I'm not yelling at you for leaving because... honestly I wanted to go with you. [He blows a sigh up toward his hairline.] I guess it's just easier to forgive other people than myself. So this all just... makes me scratch my head, 'cuz... [He doesn't deserve it.] I mean I already got my second chance. I got my heart back, I get to be a person again. I wasn't even daring to hope for that, let alone anything more. But you're here, and Xion's here, and I've got friends here, and... [He kneads his forehead.] Part of me keeps expecting to wake up.